Red Rot

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is it taking liberties to feel things in extremes?

i honestly believe how you feel is a choice. atleast i honestly believe how i feel to some degree is a choice. i cant stop myself from beginning to feel bad, but i can stop myself from allowing myself to feel bad, from going crazy or getting excited or going out of hand. at the same time if control is the only issue, i dont think its fair to say that depression shows a lack of control.

mine, his, our romanticized depression.

sometimes it gets to me that everything seems to be about control and self-mastery.

it reminds me of miranda july and watching crash with betty and text conversations with giff and mainly the expression,

"if anything, i know how to feel"

is it taking liberties to feel things in extremes?

12:22 a.m. - 2006-07-01

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