Red Rot

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i think it is lonely to know better

fifi you blogged once that you couldnt figure out why you were so attracted to this merry-go-round of debauchery; it didnt make sense. you were 20 nostalgic sex stories behind the rest of the pack and getting nowhere. similarly i am so addicted to this gritty idea of purging through fire, cigarettes to relax, smoke in the cold, alcohol alone, skin to skin. i think it is normal to want these things. i think it is lonely to know better.

11:01 a.m. - 2005-12-03

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