Red Rot

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my boss, leni,

wants to require young persons to serve 2 years after high school. serve in the military, volunteer in the parks service, just serve (somewhat like the program in israel, but far more complicated)

i cant think about that realistically or come to a concensus, because i dont think it will ever happen. i can think about teaching for america. i can imagine michelle pfeifer in dangerous minds. & how sexy/beautiful women with tough jobs are in the movies, and how butch/squat women with tough jobs in the real world are. think about the last woman cop you interacted with.

i can think about gemma ward whose flush pink youthfulness is enviable & endearing. i can think about alex turner who is living his youth better than i can live, or eek out, the rest of mine.

i can think about juergen teller who takes picture i fold in half over

i can think about my romanticized smithsonian, my messy office-y life style. my boring boringness.

2:36 p.m. - 2006-02-02

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