Red Rot

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

a memory

i can wait a little longer. i read back a little bit. the hurt since june, the happiness before that. it touched something tender inside me, something i'm not used to feeling anymore. why i married him at 21. why i said yes, so young and sure of the peace i felt when i was with him. i can wait a little more, even if it hurts me.

i know he won't read this, but i still love him. it's not something i can stop.

1:08 a.m. - 2012-01-09

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

< - >