Red Rot

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a fish in the mirror, a groan in the belly

i make a fish face every time i look in the mirror; im so used to it, i dont know what my real face looks like. maybe i dont want to know. it is my "this-is-what-i-look-like" fish face.

i make weird noises when i eat. they are little sighs, moans, and groans. i dont notice that i do that. chris allman noticed. jason noticed. krissi tutt noticed. i think this is weird of me, but i cant tell when im doing it, so its hard to stop. dont you think sighs, moans, and groans are pleasure noises? its gross that i do this but also funny. becca said food is a chore, and oh god, it is.

5:26 p.m. - 2005-12-05

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