Red Rot

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oh so emo like jon troutmar i love you

the other day a friend, ex boyfriend, left me a phone message that said,

hey butthead, give me a call back,

and i cried about it.
cried about being called "butthead."
so unnecessarily, i might add, among other things i cried about midmorning in fairfax station, va.

things like:
god maybe loving me?
candis marrying deven
missing the girls
feeling sad and unhappy over nothing
not being comforted by the body next to me, like i normally am

3:20 p.m. - 2006-02-28

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