Red Rot

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Long thought on the in-between

I have always been the good kid, and sometimes the bad kid, but even then, not that bad, not all bad (its hard to be all bad) so what is that? The middle kid?

Start again.

I have always been the middle kid. I have always wanted to be the good kid, or sometimes the bad kid, that looks like the middle kid, and that pull drew me to the middle. I know in my heart of hearts we should all want to be the good kid. I think what pushes us away from that is that we can never be perfect; i think what pushes me away from that is that I have never wanted to seem better than anyone else. Still, I think that desire makes me the good kid. Whatever I am.

10:43 p.m. - 2008-06-06

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